missas_fable (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} missas_fable) wrote,@ 2007-03-03 20:55:00 |
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I hate boys
So its been a month since ive updated.. cos ive pretty much had a life kinda...
Dated nick for 3 weeks.. tonight he tells me that he thinks hes just trying to force me and him.. that i dont have time for him... and that he doesnt want to be my handbag... im gutted.. not because im losing him... but because im single again.. and alone... with no possibilities... i wanna call rob.. just so i can talk to someone who likes me... i feel sick...
I had a good day at my grandparents.. i got to see amy... she makes me smile..
I feel sick...
Life just got a whole lot worse... i shouldnt never had tried.. leting someone in.. only makes me get hopeful.. and then it all just blows up in my face...
Dom called me today... he rang me for 4 hours... on my mobile from england.. we said alot of nice things.. he made me remember how much i had loved him... he talked about coming to oz... but it never happens...
I think im going to go to bed.. i feel sick...
PS why start something if your not interested??? Why make a move??? Why make someone think ahead if your not going to follow through??? I dont know why i try... at all...
So its been a month since ive updated.. cos ive pretty much had a life kinda...
Dated nick for 3 weeks.. tonight he tells me that he thinks hes just trying to force me and him.. that i dont have time for him... and that he doesnt want to be my handbag... im gutted.. not because im losing him... but because im single again.. and alone... with no possibilities... i wanna call rob.. just so i can talk to someone who likes me... i feel sick...
I had a good day at my grandparents.. i got to see amy... she makes me smile..
I feel sick...
Life just got a whole lot worse... i shouldnt never had tried.. leting someone in.. only makes me get hopeful.. and then it all just blows up in my face...
Dom called me today... he rang me for 4 hours... on my mobile from england.. we said alot of nice things.. he made me remember how much i had loved him... he talked about coming to oz... but it never happens...
I think im going to go to bed.. i feel sick...
PS why start something if your not interested??? Why make a move??? Why make someone think ahead if your not going to follow through??? I dont know why i try... at all...
