| missas_fable ( @ 2007-06-12 21:50:00 |
| Entry tags: | dom, rob |
Fucking men....
In sooo sick and tired of feeling anxious when i hear about Dom and Robs lives... Dom in clearly living his life.. 5 years on from me.. yet i still get cut when i see him with other girls or talking about them... and then i join facebook.. to keep in touch with him... and find rob on there.. he sees that all my mates on there are boys and include dom.. and that i consider myself single.. cos well i fucking am.. and he goes and updates saying hes single and adds a whole heaps of chicks to his group.. including one that mentions... did you enjoy your trip home??? what the fuck trip home??? to aus?? Ive been waiting a year and a half to meet him and some chick is talking about his trip home??
The worst part about this is that i feel sick to my stomach that i put up with this shit... mean while... ive met someone at work.. who i kinda dont mind.. but i find myself freaking out before it begins... trying to find any reason why not to start it... i swear im farked up... ps the drugs arent working so much tonight.... i have a headache.. and its all just shit...