missas_fable (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} missas_fable) wrote,@ 2008-01-02 18:36:00 |
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Tis been a while
Wow 6 months... tis been a while... id like to say nothing happened in the last 6 months but id be lying... i was just exhausted and the idea of getting online to write about it.. well i just didnt have the drive...
The last 6 months were hard... i broke... mentally and physically... depression kicked into over drive to the point where i barely functioned... i couldnt cook for myself.. wash dishes or wash clothes.. everything piled up.. til one day a week i magically got the energy up to clean it all...
Then my back went on me again.. in a huge way... a month out of work... very very bad... its still not good...
Its offical... my work place.. and ie my boss broke me... in all the ways above and more... but thankfully as of the 21st of december... i am free of that place.. and that stupid slag of a boss... I will be starting my new job as a teacher on the 24th of Jan... and am hoping to start up my journalling around the same time so that i might reflect and vent on any issues i might come across as a new teacher...
other news... ummm got rid of daniel or bike boy... sooo not worth my time... saw way to many islander men today... not helping at all... god i wish i could be back on the island... i need me an islander man again... lol...
my puppy goldie isnt doing so good... ive offically accepted that she is old and on limited time... exactly what no one knows.. it could still be years or months.. who knows.. but shes breaking my heart... i know its bad to say.. but appart from my horse flicker i dont think ive ever loved one of my animals as much as i do goldie.. and thats saying alot cos i have 6 amazing animals... but goldie is my baby... she is gorgeous.. and dedicated and gentle and everything i could ever want company wise... if i could take her with me everywhere.. everyday.. i would... but yeah im losing her... shes going deaf and blind and abit senial... she shakes and limps.. i think she had arthritis... shes starting to eat less and be fussy about it... shes lost alot of weight... i really feel like i just havent had enough time with her... i feel like i havent appreciated her these 13 years... i cant imagine my life without her... Let hope im wrong.....
and on that sad note.. is hould finish by saying im doing ok.. my depression is under control... im lacking motivation and am sleeping alot.. but im happy and relaxed... 3 more weeks of holidays... :O) im just glad im finally here...
I hope everyones well.. and that they have a wonderfully successful 2008...
Love Missa
Wow 6 months... tis been a while... id like to say nothing happened in the last 6 months but id be lying... i was just exhausted and the idea of getting online to write about it.. well i just didnt have the drive...
The last 6 months were hard... i broke... mentally and physically... depression kicked into over drive to the point where i barely functioned... i couldnt cook for myself.. wash dishes or wash clothes.. everything piled up.. til one day a week i magically got the energy up to clean it all...
Then my back went on me again.. in a huge way... a month out of work... very very bad... its still not good...
Its offical... my work place.. and ie my boss broke me... in all the ways above and more... but thankfully as of the 21st of december... i am free of that place.. and that stupid slag of a boss... I will be starting my new job as a teacher on the 24th of Jan... and am hoping to start up my journalling around the same time so that i might reflect and vent on any issues i might come across as a new teacher...
other news... ummm got rid of daniel or bike boy... sooo not worth my time... saw way to many islander men today... not helping at all... god i wish i could be back on the island... i need me an islander man again... lol...
my puppy goldie isnt doing so good... ive offically accepted that she is old and on limited time... exactly what no one knows.. it could still be years or months.. who knows.. but shes breaking my heart... i know its bad to say.. but appart from my horse flicker i dont think ive ever loved one of my animals as much as i do goldie.. and thats saying alot cos i have 6 amazing animals... but goldie is my baby... she is gorgeous.. and dedicated and gentle and everything i could ever want company wise... if i could take her with me everywhere.. everyday.. i would... but yeah im losing her... shes going deaf and blind and abit senial... she shakes and limps.. i think she had arthritis... shes starting to eat less and be fussy about it... shes lost alot of weight... i really feel like i just havent had enough time with her... i feel like i havent appreciated her these 13 years... i cant imagine my life without her... Let hope im wrong.....
and on that sad note.. is hould finish by saying im doing ok.. my depression is under control... im lacking motivation and am sleeping alot.. but im happy and relaxed... 3 more weeks of holidays... :O) im just glad im finally here...
I hope everyones well.. and that they have a wonderfully successful 2008...
Love Missa
