missas_fable (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} missas_fable) wrote,@ 2008-01-07 20:23:00 |
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Bored!!!!
what an interestingly boring day... I woke at 1030am all pumped to do shit... but decided to stay in bed.. and alas when i woke up it was all gone... i managed to have a shower.. and get on the net and ive been here ever since! Havent seen my horse since the new year.. maybe two weeks.. havent gone walking or jogging (haha im sooo kidding myself there) these whole holidays... have done nyet... and am sooo fighting the urge to be not disappointed in myself... plus im going abit gurly cos i went on a kinda date sat night and despite telling myself the boy isnt my type...theres something about him.. granted he doesnt fit my ideal type.. but he makes me laugh and i wasnt bored... but yeah... this one date has made me girly... rush rush rush.. thats all my brain does... and over think... god im the queen of over thinking... must just forget about it all... yet here i am online.. cos he is.. and waiting for him to msg me... im such a dick.. seriously... but tis ok.. tomorrow im hanging out with Cam and hell be another distraction... and im sure after that day ill have one more reason to be girly lol... doomed doomed doomed... on a positive note.. cams bringing round teacher shit for me.. and will take me to see my horse and feed me hehe so overall im very excited.. cept for the fact he wants to come over at 10am!!!! Evil.. hehe
what an interestingly boring day... I woke at 1030am all pumped to do shit... but decided to stay in bed.. and alas when i woke up it was all gone... i managed to have a shower.. and get on the net and ive been here ever since! Havent seen my horse since the new year.. maybe two weeks.. havent gone walking or jogging (haha im sooo kidding myself there) these whole holidays... have done nyet... and am sooo fighting the urge to be not disappointed in myself... plus im going abit gurly cos i went on a kinda date sat night and despite telling myself the boy isnt my type...theres something about him.. granted he doesnt fit my ideal type.. but he makes me laugh and i wasnt bored... but yeah... this one date has made me girly... rush rush rush.. thats all my brain does... and over think... god im the queen of over thinking... must just forget about it all... yet here i am online.. cos he is.. and waiting for him to msg me... im such a dick.. seriously... but tis ok.. tomorrow im hanging out with Cam and hell be another distraction... and im sure after that day ill have one more reason to be girly lol... doomed doomed doomed... on a positive note.. cams bringing round teacher shit for me.. and will take me to see my horse and feed me hehe so overall im very excited.. cept for the fact he wants to come over at 10am!!!! Evil.. hehe
